Fear of the upcoming heart scan
Fear of all the medical bills
Fear of mom worrying all the time
Fear of what it did to grandma when I told her
Fear of the upcoming chronic pain
Fear more hair will fall out
Fear I’ll have a flare up
Fear they won’t be able to do anything about it
Fear I’ll suffer the after effects
Fear I won’t be able to have kids
Fear I won’t be able to afford it
Fear it will be compared to AIDS
Fear I will be judged
Fear my job will find out and I won’t get a full time position
Fear because this is the time where it’s supposed to be most dangerous
Fear because it’s hereditary
Fear I won’t be able to keep up
Fear no one else will understand my pain
Fear of fearing this many things
Fear there isn’t enough research
Fear there’s no cure
Fear that I got it such a young age
Fear that I hate fear this much
Nice that you can express yourself. Writing is an outlet. Use it as much as need be and that in itself will help ease some of your fear. You are wise beyond your years!